Wednesday, May 17, 2017

What could have been...

Last night could have gone one of two ways.  It could have ended real bad.

Here's my story.

First of all, I will be honest.  Like maybe too honest.  I am not handling Dan's new job very well.  I hate hate hate that he is gone and away from me and our family.  I am not transitioning well at all.  I am having to depend on people to drive my kids around.  I am having to ask for help.  My mom and friends are having to bring me meals.  I cry on a daily basis.  I am trying my best to hold it together...some days are better than others.  We are trying to figure it out.  We are relying on God to lead us.

Last week was rough on me.  I had a pretty big fight with God on my 3rd trip to one day.  I thought I had cleared some things up with him.  Then on my way home I got a speeding ticket.  Then the next day, Sadie's glasses that she just got less than one week ago got broken at school.  I will admit I wasn't at my "best" last week.  This week had to be just had to be.

Fast forward to yesterday.

I am in the process of decluttering our house.  We have way too much stuff and my brain just can't handle it anymore.  I decided to work on our dining room and craft room last week and am still in the middle of gathering rummage and organizing.  Last night I was cleaning my dining room and getting some things organized on a dresser I had just moved in there.  I decided that lighting a candle would give me some "mood" lighting and who doesn't like a good Bath and Body candle, right?!?!  I finished arranging the dresser and placed a  twine wrapped "W" near the candle.  I knew it probably wasn't the best idea, but it wasn't going to stay there....I was going to come back to it.

The night went on.  I made dinner for the kids.  I ran kids here and there.  I switched laundry around and put the kids to bed.  Normally at night after the younger kids go to bed I sometimes go for a run while the older ones stay up and do their homework.  Last night I did something that I have NEVER done.  I decided to stay home, sit on the front porch, and read a book.  Getting me to sit still is basically impossible.  I can't tell you the last time I finished reading a book.  I had started a book when we were in Alabama and I have been slowly reading it page by page while waiting for kids to get done with practices.  I was really close to finishing it and my mind needed to escape reality for a little bit.  I made my way to the porch and sat and read.  The week before I decided I would read a few pages each night in bed to take my mind off of Dan not being helped my head rest.  I can tell you that the fact that I went outside to read was not anywhere near my "normal."

I read until it was dark and I couldn't see the pages anymore.  I kept checking my fitness watch and was feeling so bad that I didn't go for a run and meet my fitness goal.  I only had 2 chapters left when it got too dark out so I headed in and sat in a chair in my kitchen.  Again....I have NEVER sat there and read.  I normally would have made my way right upstairs to my bed.  I sat and read.  I finished the book and felt good about actually finishing it!

We have a button in our house that if you press it all the lights in the entire house shut off.  Normally, I would press that button after I get upstairs and into my room.  Last night, after finishing the book, I hit the button downstairs and made my way upstairs in the dark. strange for me.

As I made my way to the stairs, out of the corner of my eye, I saw something flicker.  THE CANDLE.  I had forgotten to blow out the candle.  I made my way into the dark to see that the twine wrapped "W" had fallen on the candle and it had just started to burn.  The felt flowers that were on the "W" had already been burned off and the twine had just caught fire.  I picked it up, blew the fire out and watched the smoke instantly go everywhere.  I had to turn the fans on in the kitchen so the alarms wouldn't go off.

I sat there in disbelief.  Each and every moment of my night was way out of my "normal" routine.  It felt really weird but also really good.  I had to take a moment to realize what had happened.

I was able to slow down.  I wasn't so focused on what had to be done or what I should be doing, but I was taking time to just "be."  Every second last night I totally believe was orchestrated by God.  He protected me and my family from something that could have been much worse.

What if I would have left and gone for a run?

What if I would have read my book in the bed like every other night?

What if I would have turned the lights off when I got upstairs and missed the flickering candle?

It was just what I need from God as a reminder that He is in every moment in my life.  Even the days and hours when I feel like I can't press on another minute without Dan.  The days when I feel like I am a bad mom and I am drowning in work and life and laundry and chasing....God is in it with me and He cares more about me than I could ever imagine.  He is enough for me and is ready to help carry me when I don't feel like I can make it another step.  He loves me that much.

I won't be lighting anymore candles when Dan is gone, I can tell you that.

What could have been, wasn't.  I am resting in that tonight.

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Fox 6 Real Milwaukee Mother's Day DIY bouquet ideas (that won't break the bank!)

A couple weeks ago, the producer of Real Milwaukee contacted me with some super adorable DIY Mother's Day bouquets.  One look and I was instantly excited about how I could make these my own.  I have said this before, I can pretty much copy any idea and tweak it to my style.  I rarely can come up with an original idea, but give me Pinterest and some supplies and I can make it happen.  All of these ideas came from THIS LINK.  I wish I could take credit, but really, I am just a good copier.

The first craft I copied made was the Dove Chocolate paper flower bouquet.  I mean, seriously, what mom wouldn't love something like that don't die and taste good?  I used my Cricut machine to cut out flowers with a thick scrapbook paper.  If you don't have a Cricut...what is wrong with you....ok, just kidding, you could google a flower template and a ton pop up.  I found THESE templates when I typed in "free flower template" in the search bar. The flower size I used was a 4 inch flower.   I think it would be fun to play around with different flower shapes too!  I bought pre-painted wood sticks (from the floral department at Hobby Lobby) to save me a step from painting wooden dowels.  After hot glueing the stem onto the back of the flower I used glue dots to attach the dove chocolates to the flower petals.  I found this cute little wood box at Michaels 50% off and used some floral foam from the dollar store to stick the stems into.  I used some leftover Easter grass to cover the foam and called it a day!  I also made another one, which I will be showing on Real Milwaukee, that is a smaller version in a vegetable can.  So cute and so easy!  HERE is the link to the tutorial I used to create this fun candy bouquet!


When I saw this idea I could hardly contain myself.  I happen to have this tea pot from a Tea Party birthday party I had years ago and dusted it off and boom....adorable.  I seriously went to Piggly Wiggly, bought a $9.99 bouquet of flowers that were already put together, poured some water in the tea pot, cut off most of the stems and put it in the pot!  This is just a fun and creative way to display flowers instead of a vase.  I can't wait to go to Goodwill and hunt for more teapots to use for some Mother's Day gifts!  HERE is the link for the tutorial I used to create the flower pot vase. 


Now, I'll be honest, I am not a huge fake flower fan.  I think if used correctly, though, they can totally work.  I think this totally works!  I purchased some sunflowers from Hobby Lobby a little over a week ago for something else and then when I saw this idea, I knew exactly what to do with them!  I headed to Goodwill and scored this purse for $4.99.  In keeping with my honesty, I had a friend do the floral arranging for me.  That really isn't in my crafting skill set.  I think she did an amazing job and I can't wait to use this as a decoration piece for an upcoming Farmer's Market event I am having.  This can be hung on a door or set on the ground!  Doesn't it just make you feel like Spring time might eventually come?  HERE is the link for the tutorial I used to create this.  
I have done melted crayon art before and I think it is just one of the best things to do.  It is so easy and just so cool!  My oldest daughter actually made this entire piece for me.  We used a rectangle canvas that we found for super cheap at Michael's along with some jumbo flowers.  She melted the crayons and hot glued the flowers on.  I am not even kidding.  It was that easy.  The canvases we bought came in a 6 pack and she used all the canvases making crayon art!  HERE its the tutorial I had my daughter use!


 This next bouquet I love because we personalized it.  We decided to make this for my mom from our kids.  She is always doing sweet things with our kids and I wanted the kids to tell her some of the things they love about her.  I found these pre-made rosettes at Michael's and used a 40% off coupon to buy them.  Next we hot glued paper straws to the back of the rosette.  Next, we drew a leaf on a piece of paper and used that as our template to cut out leaves of cardstock.  My 4 oldest girls talked about what they loved about their "Oma" and wrote it on the leaves.  We hot glued the leaves on and stuck the flowers into a piece of floral foam we shoved inside the bucket.  I found this little bucket in the dollar section at Target.  Once again, I used leftover Easter grass to cover the foam!  THIS is the tutorial I used, but you will see that I tweaked it a bit!


I'll be honest again with you, this isn't the most easy craft!  I am so happy with the outcome, but I did have to enlist the help of my husband to make this!  We followed THIS tutorial and pretty much copied it step by step.  I am positive we used a different type of glue than they used but ours held just as well.  I ended up taking a paper towel and getting it wet and then put that it a ziploc bag.  I shoved that inside to moss to help keep the flowers watered.  I am excited to fill this with all different types of flowers this summer!  As a mom, I get tons of dandelion bunches from my kids...this would look adorable with a hand full of dandelions in it!


And lastly, these cupcake bouquets are super popular right now.  My mom decorates cakes and has been making a bunch of these for bridal showers.  I found this pot at Michael's and then purchased a styrofoam ball that I could shove perfectly into the pot.  Half of the ball fit and the other half stuck out to make a round mound which is exactly what you need.  Then, I called my mom and asked her to makes me some cupcakes!  For real.  I don't have time to bake and decorate cupcakes!   The ones in this picture are actually mini cupcakes.  I will be demoing with regular size cupcakes on air.  We froze the cupcakes so they would be easier to work with.  Then I inserted a tooth pick into the bottom of the cupcake and pushed the other end of the tooth pick into the styrofoam ball.  There will be some gaps where you can see the styrofoam ball, so I just used empty cupcake liners to fill in the spots.  Can't you just imagine giving this to a mom or a friend on Mother's Day?  Seriously such a fun and unique idea! 

I think this might be one of my favorite segments yet.  All of these bouquets were really easy and super inexpensive to create.  I know as a mom, receiving a gift like this that takes just a little time and effort means more to me than anything store bought.  Happy crafting and more importantly....Happy early Mother's Day to all the moms out there!  

Monday, April 24, 2017

An electronic free trip to paradise!

Well, it happened.  We booked out of town again to Orange Beach, Alabama.  This time it was a bit more planned than our last vacation (you can read about how we left for a vacation in under 2 hours HERE).  I don't want to be that person that brags about how awesome their vacation was and how beautiful that weather was and how amazing their kids are...but I might just have to do that a little bit.    So last year we had planned to go back to Alabama on Easter Sunday just like we had done the year before.  We kept talking about it, even started saving in our vacation jar.  However, something kept us from ever booking a condo.  Mainly, we didn't have the money...but something felt "off."  We never ended booking our condo which was a huge blessing to us.  I ended up getting a really bad Diverticulitis infection on Easter Sunday (the day we should have been leaving) and I was miserable that entire week.  There was no way we would have been able to go and we would have lost out on our condo God was way ahead of us in that one for sure!  
Back in December we started looking at VRBO for a condo on Orange Beach to rent.  We couldn't leave until after I was done working on Easter Sunday which would put us in Alabama after the drive on Monday...which my friends, was the start of their "off season."  You know what that means??  No spring break crowds and MUCH cheaper prices.  Yahoo!  We rented a condo that sleeps 10 people right on the ocean for the price of a hotel joke.  It. Was. The. Best!  I have shared the link with so many people...and the place was perfection.  
 We left around 12:15 on Easter Sunday and made the drive to paradise.  We told our kids from early on that we were doing a no electronic vacation.  Our kids don't have phones, but we do have one with an iPod and a few iPads that they all can share.  We decided to go tech free and it turned out to be the best decision for the trip!
Abbie and Sadie decided to make each of the kids "state bags."  For every state we drove through when we crossed the state line, they would give out a state bag filled with goodies to help the kids make it through each state.  The even spent their own money on buying things for the bags!  I can't tell you how awesome the drive was both there and back for us.  No fighting occurred.  Rounds of go fish were played.  They giggled.  They read books to each other.  They played games and we sang Ben Rector songs together.  No one fought over an iPad.  No one constantly begged us to see our phones or watch a movie.  It was simply simple.  We looked for licenses plates with a map one of the kids printed out.  We ate junk food to keep us awake.  We even pulled over at a rest stop to try and sleep...but who were we kidding?  That lasted about 30 minutes before we pulled right back out of that rest stop!  
 We pulled in early in the morning and made a mad dash for the ocean.  Get. My. Feet. In. The. Sand!
We played.  We swam.  We jumped waves.  We went ghost crabbing.  We saw dolphins.  We ate more junk food.  

 We went to the souvenir shops and ate custard.  We played mini golf and saw the Blue Angels.

We read books by the pool (well, I did) and the kids put layer after of sunscreen on. 

 I knew I wanted to take pictures of them at the beach but we really didn't plan outfits or anything.  I told them to put something nice on and this is what I got.  Remember the years of matching outfits and matching swimsutis for us?  Yeah, those are gone.  However, I am loving these mismatched outfit times just as much!

 We tried to recreate our jumping picture from 2 years ago.  Although we didn't master the perfect shot, we sure had a lot of fun trying!  Jump after jump.  No eyes even were rolled during the process!

 It truly was a vacation of a lifetime.  I highly recommend Orange beach.  White soft sand filled with sea shells and sun!

 And just like that....our kids have grown up.  I am experiencing a whole new set of emotions as Molly is getting ready to graduate from grade school.  Everyone tells you the time flies by when your kids are little and you are in snot and diaper land....and then in a blink of an eye, they aren't your babies anymore.  So here they are.....Our crazy wild kids that I am blessed to have call me "mom." (Not in age order!)



And then there is this guy.  Love of my life.  Dad of the year.  

 We spent 5 nights in paradise.  We slept with our balcony door opened every night and listened to the waves crash.  My heart was full.  My head was rested.  My kids were happy.  We had no practices to drive to.  We had no work to worry about.  We spent time together.  We made some of the best memories together.  I am so thankful that we did this.

I have lots more pics to share and details on our trip which I will share later....but for now....I gotta run kids to soccer and ballet....back to life, back to reality!  

I belong by the ocean....until we see each other again!  Don't be surprised if we move to Alabama one day.  It has my heart! 

Monday, March 20, 2017're gonna put that needle WHERE???

You guys....I can't make this stuff up.  

Let me go back 3 months ago.  

3 months ago on Christmas Eve I was walking into work.  My toe was killing me.  Like throbbing and super crabby at me.  Not sure what was happening with it, I naturally consulted my friend who is a nurse.  Boom.  Issue solved.  I taped my toes together and called myself healed.  

My toe did start to feel better for a little bit.  Then on January 1st I had the fall of 2017 (if you want to keep updated with my health history you can read about the Epic fall HERE ) and basically the toe issue went to the back burner as I nursed my very bruised behind and ego.  (FYI...I still have a dent in my butt)  Anyways, after 2 months of strategic sitting off to one side of my bottom, I am almost healed from that.  

Naturally, my toe would now become front and center in my medical needs.  My toe has been bothering me on and off since Christmas.  It would flare up, get super red, swollen, turn purple, you name happened.  It's funny because I have self diagnosed myself with everything possible.  Broken toe.  Sprained toe.  Wart.  Corn.  Fungus.  

Then it happened.  I finally made myself and appointment.  Last week I could hardly walk on my foot.  I am having to wear adidas sandals (which don't compliment any outfit) every single day.  I was talking to my dear friend Susie last week who is a nurse and she recommended a doctor for me to see.  I called and tried to get an appointment and that doctor was booked so they suggested I see someone else.  Ok.  No problem.  At this point I was ready to cut the dumb toe off.  

I almost cancelled the appointment multiple times.  I hate going to the doctor.  Then this past weekend it flared up again and I decided to keep my Monday morning 7:30 a.m. appointment.  

I barely made it on time.  Walked in right at 7:30.  Sat down and was ready to be diagnosed with a toe fungus.  Boom.  And done. 

They take me back and weigh me....never a good start to any appointment.  I proceed to my room and sit on the crunchy paper.  I instantly started sweating.  For some reason when I made my appointment I thought I was seeing a female doctor.  It never crossed my mind that I was seeing a man doctor until about 10 seconds before he walked in.  In walks my new foot doctor who is, uh, how do I say good looking for a foot doctor.  Yes, I am a happily married woman to a hunk of a man....that doesn't mean I wasn't still shocked that this Dr. McDreamy was now going to be looking at the world's ugliest and most stumpy toes ever.  

He didn't know what kind of crazy he walked in to.  Dr. McDreamy comes his gingham button down shirt complimented by a reddish sweater and starts looking at my stumps....or hooves as my brothers call them.  He pokes and prods and tells me I don't have a wart or a corn or fungus.  Um....say what?

McDreamy then asks me what I think is wrong with it...cause I am clearly a google doctor.  Here comes the real crazy.  So last night I had a dream that I had a parasite.  Some sort of worm or something growing in my body.  I can still see it.  It was brown and black and about an inch long.  In my dream I tried to kill it multiple times by stepping on it and it wouldn't die.  So I tell McDreamy this.  I tell him I think I have a parasite.  I am not sure if he thought I was joking.   If it's not a wart or a corn or a fungus then it clearly is a parasite, right?  Naturally.  

He assured me it wasn't a parasite (that he could see...I still am questioning that).  Basically we don't know what it going on (so it could still be a parasite then, right?)  Then it happened.  McDreamy tells me he is gonna numb my toe so I can get an X-ray and a biopsy.  Um, what was that now?  You're gonna do what to what with what to where?  He leaves the room and comes back with a needle that was at least 2 feet long.  No joke.  Clearly he doesn't know my crazy quite yet because he lets me SEE the 2 foot needle you guys.  There I sat.  All alone with Dr. McDreamy and a 2 foot needle.  I think at one point I even asked him to hold my hand.  He didn't.  He didn't pre-numb my toe or anything.  He just took the 2 foot needle and shoved it in my foot.  Flat out shoved that sucker in my toe multiple time.  I can't cry in front of McDreamy....pull it together.  Then my toe ballooned up even more than it already was.  There may have been screaming and yelling.  I can't remember if I fainted or not.  Who shoves a 2 foot needle into the worlds smallest toe?  McDreamy does.  

He sent me down for x-rays.  They came back clear. 

Then I come back up and he does a biopsy.  I made him get his nurse Laurie to come in and hold my hand.  I am positive by now he can see my crazy.  

There are a number of things that could be wrong with my toe.  When I was focused and listening I heard skin cancer, frost bite, skin cancer or skin cancer.  

Why in the world did he stick a tag on my foot?  I thought for sure I had seen the light and was being rolled away to the morgue.  

My toe is wrapped.  I can't shower for 2 days.  I made him see me again on Friday to make sure my stitches weren't going to be infected.  I will get my biopsy results on next Monday.  That gives me plenty of time to google parasites and skin cancer and frost bite.  Lucky me and lucky Dr. McDreamy who gets to see me again this week!  

The end. :) 

Tuesday, February 28, 2017

We're having a PaRtY!!! Sorta....

 If you know me, you know one of my biggest passions is throwing a themed party.  Some of my favorites have been:  The 50's Party, The Tutu and Ties Party, and the Lady Bug Party!  Well, the last time I was on Real Milwaukee, Nicole, one of the anchors asked me about a Moana banner she wanted to order on Etsy.  My heart started racing....the thought of a Moana party made me giddy.  I, naturally, told Nicole that I could make her a banner.  I was so glad she reached out to me!  Well, as you can see, I didn't just make her a banner!  Right away I started looking for ideas and sent her many emails with lots of ideas.  I am pretty sure she thinks I am a little crazy.  Well, I rolled with the idea and came up with some super easy and super cheap craft ideas to help create a Hawaiian themed Moana party.  I will be airing on Real Milwaukee on Wednesday, March 1st at 9:40 with this themed party!  My kids are so confused....we have a party set up in the house, but we aren't really having a party.  Talk about weird!
 I happen to have a graphic designer as one of my best friends.  Her name is Nellie and she is amazing.  I reached out to her and told her all about this Moana themed party idea.  Nellie has her own Etsy shop where she sells printable parties so I knew she could help me rock this idea!  She created a Moana themed printable party to add all the cuteness to the table.  Before I met Nellie, I had NO idea printable parties even existed.  This is the deal.  You buy a printable party and then print it at home and decorate away.  It is the best idea...ever!  It has made my life so much easier!  If you can't print at home, you can take it to a UPS or an Office Max type store and they print it there too!  After you print out the party, you follow the cutting instructions and have extreme cuteness.  You can find this Moana themed party HERE in Nellie's etsy store.  She has quite a bit of printable parties or you can request her to help you create a new idea!  Her turn around time is lightning fast!
 I used Nellie's juice box wraps, water bottle wraps, straw flags, cupcake wraps and toppers and the printable banner!  The cost of the party is only $24.00!
 Okay, so on to some other cheap and easy party decorating ideas.  The large flowers are made from coffee filters.  I followed THIS tutorial to make them.  You can get coffee filters for super cheap.  Like $1 from the dollar store.  You add in some acrylic paint (approx $0.50) a bottle and then I attached them with staples to a paper straw.  You can create these coffee filter flowers in any color or in multi-color!  They are a little more time consuming as you have to soak and let the filters dry...however, they are super cheap and way cute!

 The number "5" was probably the easiest thing I created and makes the table complete!  I purchased the #5 from Joann fabric with a coupon.  I paid $3.99 for it.  I used some spray paint that I had as it is a quick way to coat the number.  You could use acrylic paint as well to paint your number or letter.  I used my rose flower tutorial idea from my previous news segment to make matching flowers to add to the #5.  I hot glued the flowers on and there you have it....a table statement piece for about $5!

 Nicole asked me if I had any ideas on making palm trees.  Of course I have never made palm tress before so what do I do when I need to learn how to make something....I head to Pinterest.  I found THIS tutorial on making Palm trees and got to work.  I spent on 2 palm trees: $3 for the pool noodles, $2 on paper lunch bags, $5 on tissue paper, and $3 on the floral wire.  So for about $15 you can create 2 super cute palm trees that are WAY better than those blow up ones you can buy!!  In a nutshell, you glue 1 1/2 pool noodles together.  Cut off the bottoms of paper lunch bags and slide the bag up the pool noodle so it scrunches up.  You glue the floral wire in between the tissue paper and cut slits....and boom...Palm Tress.  I know that was basic so if you want more details I would suggest following the instructions like I did!
 To add a little pop of color, we painted the tops of some pineapples with acrylic paint on both sides of the leaves.  So super cute and so super easy and cheap!

I found a picture of these cupcake liner lights on Pinterest and knew that I HAD to make them!  I purchased both large and small cupcake liners from Joann Fabrics as well.  They were on sale and then I had an additional coupon.  I would say I paid no more than $4 for all the liners.  I used a strand of battery operated lights because #1, that is what I had at home and #2, that is what I thought would be easiest to use for my segment.  If I were going to make these for a party at my house, I would have done a longer strand of regular Christmas lights.

This is the picture idea I found on Pinterest.  When I went to click on the link it didn't I had to just use the pictures.  I followed the pictures and was able to create the same look.  Just keep in mind you have to turn the liners the opposite way for some of the flower look.  

I can't tell you how easy these were to make and they totally complete the look of the table! If you use a regular strand of Christmas lights you could make a set of these for around $8!  

And that, my friends, is one of the easiest parties I have done.  Really, everything was simple to make, cheap and not time consuming!  I did buy the table grass skirt from Hobby Lobby with my 40% off coupon which ended up costing me $6.99!  Once you add in your cute Hawaiian themed treats and snacks, you have yourself one adorable party that will wow any child and the in-laws!  

We have a child with a birthday in April....I better start thinking of a theme!  

Happy birthday to Emma!  I hope your 5th birthday is memorable and your day is so special!